its a proven fact
everythings better when you're tan
and drunk most of the time
godddddddddddd
SUMMER HURRY THE FUCK UP!

i n e z says:
i almost forgot how much i love blink too
<3diana__ says:
omg i knoww!!
i n e z says:
they're the best
i n e z says:
but you knwo what i also love this one chick diana
i n e z says:
shes super cool
<3diana__ says:
and omg this girl inez
i n e z says:
:P
<3diana__ says:
is so awesomeeeee
<3diana__ says:
lol one day youll meet her
<3diana__ says:
haahah
i n e z says:
omg im so excited
<3diana__ says:
you should bee!
<3diana__ says:
hahahhaha

i feel so empty.
idk its weird
abraham came to my house tonight
and idk what to expect
i expect nothing at all from him
and i feel like thats worse than expecting something and receiving nothing
because i feel like i KNOW nothing will happen
and it just makes me more sad
but im glad he came to see me
i missed him more than anything else in the world
so despite the fact i know i need to get over him
despite the fact i know its stupid i always go back to him
and despite the fact he is much more gorgeous in real life than in my head
i'll just stop. right now.
oh but he looked so adorable in that stupid gap sweater
and the way he said bye as if he would see me tomorrow just killed me
cause i knew at that moment of insignificance he would be seeing her tomorrow
...and not me
and i suppose that is why i feel so empty.
just as my bestest friend kiki told me, "you put yourself in this situation."

next year im gonna fkn go clubbing
so i can dance all night and if ppl start fighting they get kicked out
and i MIGHT just maybe actually get a new years kiss..for once

im in bed
sick
on my new laptop :)
hahahahah
well its not completely mine
i have to share with my little brothers
but they are sleeping now
so its mine haha :)
anywhoo im sick
which sucks cause i dont want to do anything
while everyones out partying
i just want to sleep
and then i sleep all day
and stay up most of the night
like i am right now
i watched four christmases and the dutchess already
and now im watching my something corporate dvd
and texting abel
i want a boyfriend who will play on the piano and sing to me
beautiful nothings
i dont mean that
i feel like i have to be totally secure with myself
before i can be in a relationship
because then i will be so in love with myself
that i will not let the other person treat me as bad as ive let these other guys
awe im still watching my dvd and he's playing konstantine now
and of course thinking about my alex konstantine :)
could you let me go? no. i didnt think so :)
alright i must go now and enjoy this moment

i love love love love LOVE LOOOOOOVE
driving home in my car
listening to my favorite songs
sooo loud that i just absorb the lyrics
idk im trying to explain this feeling

well i just got back from a wonderful night
of sushi, drinking, conga, and laughing it upp
at priscilla's pad :)
it was so funn
the weeks have gone by so fast
it just rained right now too
it smells fucken amazing :)

i almost forgot how much i love the used

I ain't got many friends left to talk to
Nowhere to run when im in trouble
You know I'd do anything for you
Stay the night - but keep it under cover

I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

Try to stop my hands from shakin'
Somethin' in my mind's not makin' sense
It's been awhile since we've been all alone
I can't hide the way I'm feelin'

As you leave me please would you close the door
and don't forget what I told you
Just 'cause you're right - that don't mean I'm wrong
Another shoulder to cry upon

I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

oh why'd you have to be so cute?
it's impossible to ignore you
must you make me laugh so much?
it's bad enough we get along so well
say goodnight and go:)

i n e z says:
i wanna get drunk everynight
(C-Pain) says:
amen.
(C-Pain) says:
those are the best words u have ever said

mando screaming WHHAAAAAT! haha


me and she sha


i wrote on karls truck:)


:)


♥inez


and on hughs truck:)
hahaha KOOBE!


:)


♥you, she sha & inez:)







in other news i love ala:

Ala said:
is it cold here or is it just me.......
i n e z said:
idk im not there
Ala says:
my bad wrong window i was talking to my brother he is in the other room on the lap top im just tooo lazy to trun around and ask
i n e z says:
HAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
Ala says:
yap life comes at you fast.....
i n e z says:
you are so stupid
Ala says:
lol you know who i remind my self of that dumb fish from finding nemo....
Ala says:
that fish that cant remember shit cuz it was on crack and its recovering
i n e z says:
HAHAHAHA omg i love you

dress number one:


orrrrrrr

dress number two:

"Searching for a boy in high school is as useless as searching for meaning in a Pauly Shore movie."
-Clueless

i think i just found the love of my life

brady quinn, the quarterback of notre dame:)

Close the door and take the stairs.
Up or down? Ups and downs.
Don't pretend you've never been there.
You kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's starving for work,
with one last shot to make it happen.
You've won the role, you've played your part, you've been cordially invited.
But I'm not impressed, and I'm definitely not excited.
'Cause the film runs a shallow budget, and the writer's subject script isn't any deeper.
So dive right in...

Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
Don't quit 'til 47.
Then we'll turn it up and we'll play a little faster.

[Chorus:]
Take back everything you ever said.
You never meant a word of it. You never did.
Take back everything you said.
You never meant a word of it. You never did.

She said 'Alright, Alright, slow down!"
Oh no, oh no, we won't.
'Cause I regret every thing that I said
To ever make her feel like she was something special,
Or that she ever really mattered.
Or did she ever really matter?

Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
just don't count on this summer.
Don't quit 'til 47.
Then we'll turn it up and we'll play a little faster.

[Chorus]

I'm not saying that I'm not breaking some hearts tonight, girl.
Oh...
I'm not saying that I'm not breaking some hearts tonight, girl.

Alright, alright, slow down...

[Chorus]

Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
[x3 to fade]

"The first step - especially for young people with energy and drive and talent, but not money - the first step to controlling your world is to control your culture. To model and demonstrate the kind of world you demand to live in. To write the books. Make the music. Shoot the films. Paint the art."
-Chuck Palahniuk

My parachute didn't open
And as the backup failed
The pixie dust prevailed
And I woke up next to you
All I wanted was to hold you

I was born in a city
However small
It held a hospital
The location where I came into being
It was all downhill from there

[Chorus]
What do you do
When your life's a disaster
And you're moving faster
And it's getting harder to breathe
What do you say
If someone is right
But you disagree
Even if it's the truth

I was told you were depressed
By a little bird
Who was severely hurt
As it did not notice my window
It just flew wherever the wind blows
As it convulsed on the pavement
It whispered 'I am hated'
Your genetic flaws
I said 'Say it all'
You can't decipher reflections from reality
But neither can I

I noticed neither can I [3x]

You are the circle
I am the square
I have the non-cut
You have the cool hair
We both take showers
For almost an hour
But only once a week or two

[Chorus]

the posters made for meeeeeeeeee:]

kiki made me this one
and i found it in my room when i got home
on my bed with all the balloons
awwwe

the top one was made by "The Table"
which is Ala, Gabriel, Paul, She Sha, Tina, and Britney
the bottom one was made my jesseka and suzy
it says nezzie-poo ^_^ haha
these were put up at school

:D